Showing posts with label poetry. Show all posts
Showing posts with label poetry. Show all posts

Friday, December 13, 2013

untouchable

There is more than one
meaning. You say “literally”
and mean “figuratively.”

There is a realm outside of our own.
A separate plane of existence where
words slide and shift, blue is an emotion,
blue is a color, Blue is a record,

Somewhere there is a woman with
splinters in her fingers. She makes the meanings,
takes the words and stretches them,
washes them,
duplicates them once,
twice,
three times.

There is no word in English
that can describe the way that an artist
loves his painting,
or the way that a mother loves her child.

Describe yourself in one word. Loquacious,
trustworthy, fun, shy, glamorous, a-tea-drinker,
quirky because you take one word and make it three,
untouchable. Less-than, voiceless,
unimportant, marginalized, more-than-a-hierarchy,

more-than-words.

Thursday, November 14, 2013

if the earth could

In an effort to feel closer to you after you died,
we started going to mass,
dipped our fingers in holy water,
pressed our palms together
as we recited the Lord’s prayer until
the words lost all their meaning. This

is how you give a word meaning:
you ascribe a memory to it,
like, James Joyce will always be a porch,
my mouth fumbling over
bourgeois
and your patience manifest there.

If grief were a dichotomy it would be
remembering and forgetting,
like, the sight of your hands clasped in your coffin
reminisces of them moving always,
the effect of the illness that did not consume you
you were not your illness you never will be.

When we remember we remember your kindness,
your capacity to love outside yourself how
you loved
every person you met,
even those you hadn’t yet met and
never would.

If the world could feel
it would have felt your passing like the aftershocks
of an earthquake,
unlike the raw ripe absence of someone gone too soon.
You ended premature still full developed
a peach off the tree the day before it would reach perfection.

This is where we remember:
something you would have said, something you would have liked someone
you would have loved to meet. A place you loved.
Anecdotes: remember when—? Here you are
now, encapsulated in the written word.

If the earth could feel, it

would ache in the presence of your absence, dully,
the way the body remembers a touch.

Thursday, August 8, 2013

the ever-updating ultimate list of really good books


My family and friends always always always asking me for book recommendations and I always blank so here it is, for my reference and yours, the ultimate list of really good things (from memoirs to graphic novels) that I've read:

REALISTIC/HISTORICAL FICTION (adult)
  • Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close by Jonathan Safran Foer
  • Everything Is Illuminated by Jonathan Safran Foer
  • The Virgin Suicides by Jeffrey Eugenides
  • Jane Eyre by Charlotte Bronte
  • The Great Gatsby by F. Scott Fitzgerald
  • Play It As It Lays by Joan Didion
  • This Is How You Lose Her by Junot Diaz
  • Invisible Monsters by Chuck Palahniuk
  • In The Lake of the Woods by Tim O'Brien
  • If on a winter's night a traveler by Italo Calvino
  • A Visit from the Goon Squad by Jennifer Egan
  • The Marriage Plot by Jeffrey Eugenides
  • The Things They Carried by Tim O'Brien
  • The Last Temptation of Christ by Nikos Kazantzakis
  • Saturday by Ian McEwan
  • The Unbearable Lightness of Being by Milan Kundera
  • Anna Karenina by Leo Tolstoy
  • The Color Purple by Alice Walker
  • Beloved by Toni Morrison
  • The Secret Life of Bees by Sue Monk Kidd
  • The Kite Runner by Khaled Hosseini
  • The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-Time by Mark Haddon
  • To Kill a Mockingbird by Harper Lee
  • Of Mice and Men by John Steinbeck
  • Remember Me by Sophie Kinsella
  • The Basic Eight by Daniel Handler
  • To the Lighthouse by Virginia Woolf
  • Snow Flower and the Secret Fan by Lisa See
  • The Secret History by Donna Tartt
  • This Is Where I Leave You by Jonathan Tropper
  • A Mercy by Toni Morrison
  • White Teeth by Zadie Smith
  • The Last Report on the Miracles at Little No Horse by Louise Erdrich
DYSTOPIAN/SCI FI/FANTASY FICTION (adult)
  • The Handmaid's Tale by Margaret Atwood
  • The Sirens of Titan by Kurt Vonnegut
  • Never Let Me Go by Kazuo Ishiguro
  • Deathless by Catherynne M. Valente
  • Fahrenheit 451 by Ray Bradbury
  • The Bone Season by Samantha Shannon
  • The Princess Bride by William Goldman
REALISTIC FICTION (young adult/children's)
  • The Fault in Our Stars by John Green
  • Why We Broke Up by Daniel Handler
  • The Book Thief by Markus Zusak
  • I am the Messenger by Markus Zusak
  • A Separate Peace by John Knowles
  • Mick Harte Was Here by Barbara Park
  • The Devil's Arithmetic by Jane Yolen
  • Stargirl by Jerry Spinelli
  • Walk Two Moons by Sharon Creech
  • The Outsiders by S. E. Hinton
  • Crank by Ellen Hopkins
  • Speak by Laurie Halse Anderson
  • The Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky
  • The Spectacular Now by Tim Tharp
  • Let's Get Lost by Adi Alsaid
  • A Series of Unfortunate Events by Lemony Snicket
  • The Disenchantments by Nina LaCour
  • How I Live Now by Meg Rosoff
  • Maggot Moon by Sally Gardner
  • The Beginning of Everything by Robyn Schneider
  • The Sky is Everywhere by Jandy Nelson
  • Love Letters to the Dead by Ava Dellaira
  • The Last Days of Summer by Steve Kluger
  • Anna and the French Kiss by Stephanie Perkins
  • My Life Next Door by Huntley Fitzpatrick
  • Since You've Been Gone by Morgan Matson
  • Amy & Roger's Epic Detour by Morgan Matson
  • To All the Boys I've Loved Before by Jenny Han
  • Fangirl by Rainbow Rowell
DYSTOPIAN/SCI FI/FANTASY FICTION (young adult/children's)
  • A Wrinkle In Time by Madeleine L'Engle
  • His Dark Materials (trilogy: The Golden Compass, The Subtle Knife, The Amber Spyglass) by Phillip Pullman
  • The Grisha (trilogy: Shadow & Bone, Siege & Storm, Ruin & Rising) by Leigh Bardugo
  • The Diviners (trilogy) by Libba Bray
  • The Gemma Doyle Trilogy (A Great and Terrible Beauty, Rebel Angels, The Sweet Far Thing) by Libba Bray
  •  Divergent (trilogy: Divergent, Insurgent, Allegiant) by Veronica Roth
  • Jinx by Meg Cabot
  • Avalon High by Meg Cabot
  • The Giver by Lois Lowry
  • Uglies (series: Uglies, Pretties, Specials, Extras) by Scott Westerfeld
  • The Hunger Games (trilogy: The Hunger Games, Catching Fire, Mockingjay) by Suzanne Collins
  • Inkheart (trilogy: Inkheart, Inkspell, Inkdeath) by Cordelia Funke
  • Daughter of Smoke and Bone by Laini Taylor
  • The Lunar Chronicles (series: Cinder, Scarlet, Cress) by Marissa Meyer
  • Across the Universe by Beth Revis
  • The Unbecoming of Mara Dyer (trilogy) by Michelle Hodkin
ESSAYS/NONFICTION
  • Slouching Towards Bethlehem by Joan Didion (essays)
  • The Year of Magical Thinking by Joan Didion
  • Bossypants by Tina Fey
  • Tuesdays with Morrie by Mitch Albom
  • The Opposite of Loneliness by Marina Keegan
  • I Feel Bad About My Neck by Nora Ephron
  • Is Everyone Hanging Out Without Me (And Other Concerns) by Mindy Kaling
SHORT STORIES/COLLECTIONS
  • Will You Please be Quiet Please? by Raymond Carver (collection of short stories)
  • Pastoralia by George Saunders (collection of short stories)
  • A Good Man is Hard to Find by Flannery O'Connor (collection of short stories)
  • Twelve Impossible Things Before Breakfast by Jane Yolen (collection of short stories)
  • "A Temporary Matter" by Jhumpa Lahiri (from Interpreter of Maladies)
  • "On Seeing the 100% Perfect Girl One April Morning" by Haruki Murakami
  • "We Didn't" by Stuart Dybek
  • St. Lucy's Home for Girls Raised by Wolves by Karen Russell
POEMS
  • Crush by Richard Siken (collection of poems)
  • "Sonnet XVII" by Pablo Neruda
  • "somewhere I have never travelled, gladly beyond" by E. E. Cummings
  • "for women who are 'difficult' to love" by Warsan Shire
  • "Helen of Troy Does Countertop Dancing" by Margaret Atwood
  • "Every Thing On It" by Shel Silverstein
  • "The Love Song of J. Alfred Prufrock" by T. S. Eliot
  • "Lies I've Told My 3 Year Old Recently" by Raul Gutierrez
  • "Scars" by Rudy Francisco
  • "Having a Coke With You" by Frank O'Hara
  • "Mrs. Dahmer" by Sierra DeMulder
  • "Mad Girls Love" by Sylvia Plath
  • "Come Closer" by Anis Mojgani
  • "The Shipfitter's Wife" by Dorianne Laux
  • "Not Doing Something Wrong Isn't the Same as Doing Something Right" by Cristin O'Keefe
  • "Unrequited Love Poem" by Sierra DeMulder
  • "The Second Coming" by W.B. Yeats
  • "Hurling Crowbirds at Mockingbars" by Buddy Wakefield
  • "Beginning in an Ice Cream Truck and Ending in a Court Room" by Megan Falley
GRAPHIC NOVELS/MEMOIRS
  • Fun Home: A Family Tragicomic by Alison Bechdel
  • Hyperbole and a Half by Allie Brosh